For all my brothers out there.
Today I woke up in a mood of sadness and loneliness. Throughout my morning rituals this slowly grew into feelings swinging between apathy and self-pity.
Sometimes I think my brain does these things simply out of boredom.
After an hour of feeling sorry for myself I took stock of my current situation - not a deep personal reflection on my multitude of failures and meager successes, but a quick inventory. Everything from "Am I breathing?" to "Is my car going to start?"
It's never a very long process. Sometimes, simply knowing I can drive my car with the top down about 80% more often than Roadster owners in Finland can will halt the downward spiral of my mood. Other times this thought of Finland,